I miss you, 2011. come back. please.

Dutch: [about stern doctor] In the service we had a name for men like that. 
Steph: Pricks? 
Dutch: Cocksuckers. 
Steph: Better. How's it hangin' Dutch? 
Dutch: Down to my knees, angel. You keep your head up... 

netflix reccommended: TiMER.

"what's your favorite chex mix piece?" "I hate chex mix."

joe is a fucking bitch. he's a negative nancy and is jealous of my happiness. so he's trying to take it away by eating all the chex mix and being mean. what a bitch.

sometimes I wish that joe had feelings. and wasn't always mean to me. but I know that he's stubborn and doesn't want to be nice. so I'll just have to deal with that, yeah? yeah. 

cause I mean in reality he's not that bad. and he fucking loves chex mix. 

wut up xanga?!

while reminiscing to.. december 2006, just randomly, I read an article about the 'lu' song. a song we were playing in band. 

(patito, this is directed at you though I have a feeling you'll never read it!) 

but there was a comment on the post from dearest ashley saying she had the lu song stuck in her head. now it's stuck in my head. five and a half years later and it's stuck in my head. 

don't know the name. (I googled "lu song" and that didn't work as well as I thought it would. well actually, it worked just as well as I thought it would, which was not very well!) don't even know how I know this song still. nevertheless, it's stuck in my head.

which is so cool. and so important. that all of xanga needs to know. 

xanga, sometimes I wish you were a real person. though I feel like you'd be so sick of my not making sense that you'd probably stop listening..

I've had my xanga for 6.458590006844627 years

so I'm supposed to be writing in my class blog. well, technically I was supposed to be writing in that.. four weeks ago? oops. and the other times were oopses, too. yikes. I should have more initiative. 

and I'm not sure what I came to type about anymore. I'm pretty sure it wasn't necessarily important.. but it was something...

oh yes! xanga, this is my goal.

for the next week, I'm not going to look at my phone at all during class. at tutoring. or at pd. I'm gonna turn the silent setting to actually silent instead of the cheating vibrate it's on now. joe thinks I should go a week without my phone. while that plan is entirely unrealistic, I think I can go classes and work without it. and maybe two hours a night? depending on the night really. some nights I don't have two hours. like wednesdays and fridays, for example.

also, as of this coming week, there are three weeks of classes left. that's kind of exciting. and by kind of I mean quite a bit. 

but I should probably go be productive, as it's 3am and I work at 11. 

though I kind of want to stay up to see if my sister comes home..